( Okay, well maybe I really shouldn't grow a pair. I don't know how it'd make me more "tough and grown up"....really..it would just make me more whiney. Expecially when I don't get my way or when I get sick (ahem just like most guys i know). Plus, I don't really know how much Justin would like it if I did in fact "grow a pair")Anyways...
I was left alone. Yes, he left me. ALL. BY. MY. SELF!!!!!! I was left to fend for myself, fight off murders, hide from burgalers, panic about being kidnapped and deal with two crazy cats......all by my self. It's officially been two nights, and he is supposed to be home tonight (THANK GOODNESS). I was not ready for this! Nope, not in the least bit! Not a happy camper. I'm fine being alone in the day time, actually I really enjoy it. But, Night time..is an entirely different story!
This is all coming from the girl who at fifteen would turn on all of the lights in the house, cover myself up with a blanket, sit at the living room window, read a book and wait for my parents to come home. No, I wouldn't watch t.v or a movie...because then..I couldn't hear if someone was breaking in (I think I started watching scary movies too young, and they have now filled my head full of nightmares about being home alone). Of course, when my parents came into the drive way I would quickly run to my bedroom and pretend I was sleeping..and not afraid at all!! I'm tough, really I am........ not!
I feel like I need a babysitter, maybe like a second boyfriend (who only comes to BBQ me dinner, and listen for the murders..but nothing else) whenever I am left alone again...Although...I don't think Justin would like that idea too much (I wonder why, Ha!)
SO I sat in my bed room for two nights......front door locked, back door locked, bed room door shut and locked....with my two cats, and their food and litter box and my lap top. Oh, So what if it was only nine o'clock..I was going to bed..I was too afraid to do anything else!
I did break habit and watched movies though. Prince of Persia, Wanted, and The Last Song. I pretty much sat in bed from 5-9...watching movies, and not moving from the bedroom. I did try to teach my self the piano. I was unsuccesful.
I ate popcorn, chips, ice cream, and sour patch kids for dinner both nights. Yum!
(Can you tell that I wasn't left alone very much as a kid)
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Awh, you should get some teddy bears and lamps =D
I am gonna watch The Last Song soon!
xx
Grow a pair of?
haha I also don't like being home alone at night (Hailey does not count because she wouldn't be able to do anything if someone broke in). And now I even get scared during the day sometimes, like when I shower and Hailey is napping, I get scared that someone will come in and steal her. Weird I know.
You are just like me! I hate being alone at night, I tend to barricade myself in my bedroom and watch TV until I fall asleep.
Lights on!
Are you saying you wanted be to leave you more often...I thought I was such a good mommy for always taking you with me!LOL
Mom
I was thinking about getting a night light!! I left the lights on, and dimmed them a little so I could sleep.
My one coworker said she is afraid during the day too!! She said she imagines herself blow drying her hair and not hearing anyone come in!
Mommmmmmmm, Stop embarrassing me on blog!! Lol Just Kidding!!!
No I don't like being left alone, I am happy you always took me everywhere. I am just going to pack myself up in Justin's suitcase next time he leaves me.
Night lights are great, when it is not pitched dark it never seems as scary, I use one and leave a light on in the bathroom and it makes me feel much safer.
I'm exactly the same. Too many horror movies as a kid = grown up who's afraid to be at home alone at night. Even with two toddlers in the house (generally having SOMEONE there helps, even if it's little people) I still hate it when the hubby is gone overnight.
The worst was when he took an extra job doing night stock. He left at 11pm and didn't come home until 7am. I did not sleep hardly at all! After about two weeks I just made him quit. I'm such a chicken.
Hahaha, I am the EXACT same. It's kinda sad, but oh well. :) Go check out my blog, you've got an award with your name on it! ;)
Thanks Amber!!!
I really loved it when I was left alone at home with a sitter. I mean, baby sitters were more fun. Mums are no fun.
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